I'm Afraid

Right now I'm very afraid. I'm afraid that what I've done and said has ruined everything.

• I'm afraid that what I said has made you hate me 
• I'm afraid that what I did has made you hate me 
• I'm afraid that I've lost a friend that meant the world to me 
• I'm afraid that the way I treated you has ruined everything between us 
• I'm afraid that what we used to have is now gone 
• I'm afraid that you have so much anger towards me that you cover it up with love so that I don't know what to think 

I just don't know what to do. I just feel like I've lost you because of the stupid things I said and did. I regret those things everyday, every time I see you, all the time. I so often wish I hadn't of done what I did and I just pray to God that you can forgive me and just tell me if things between us are gone, or broken. I am afraid, but I will ALWAYS ALWAYS love you.