Recently I've realized that I'm a specific type of person, and you have to be a certain type of person to put up with me. There are a few things specifically that I have realized. Lets expand.
I'm one of those people that is needy but not all the time. When it comes to some things, such as love, I am needy but other things, I could care less about. I'm one of those people that wants to talk to you, but tries not to bother you (even though I'm pretty sure I do). I'm one of those people that acts like they don't have feelings or emotions, or hard ships, but I do. I'm one of those people that tries to take everyone else's pain and push my own aside. I'm a people pleaser, but I could care less if what I do or say actually makes you happy. I'm me, only sometimes though. I want other people to be happy, even if that means I have to compromise my own happiness.
Even after all that, there's a big one that I wanted to get to. I'm a person that wants to know everything about someone, but makes sure others know very little to nothing about me. I put up walls about who I am, and don't let anyone know much about me. I on the other hand want to know everything about everyone, I will literally sit there for hours asking people questions about themselves, and when they try to ask questions about me I say "no no no, I want to talk about YOU." I'm not one to talk about myself, I'm really not. Try it sometime, you won't have much success, unless I really trust you.
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