How Far We've Come

Don't you just love those nights when you lay in bed and realize how far you've come in life compared to last year or for me, 3 years ago. I mean just sitting there realizing that a few years ago you were laying in bed hoping that you wouldn't wake up the next day, but now your praying that you get the blessing of waking up and showing people love. Sitting there remembering all the struggles you went through and finally pinpointing the exact breaking point in your life that changed you. I mean I remember the exact moment when I broke down and prayed for the first time in 4 years. Breaking down and bursting into tears, praying for the first time, and then having all these overwhelming emotions. That just blows my mind! I'm just so amazed at how far we can come and how much we can change. Realizing the breaking point remembering that first prayer like you had just said it yesterday, knowing you'll never go back, and being blown away by how for you've came. Amazing.