Disappointment

I hate disappointment. I hate disappointing other people, and just as bad I hate disappointing myself. Over the past few weeks thats been happening, and its been rough. The worst part is, the people I disappoint are the last people I want to do that to. Its upsetting, and things like this always happen to me so I should be used to it but I'm not. If you could get a medal for disappointing people, I would win. I'm sorry for not only disappointing myself, but more importantly I'm sorry for disappointing you.