Rude Mood

Lately I have been in a bit of a rude mood. You know one of those moods where you are angry and a jerk to everyone, and you come home and think, "Wow, I was a total ass today." Welp I've been in one of those moods for a really long time, and it's upsetting me.

I've been taking my rood mood and anger out on people, and not only is it affecting me, but its affecting others as well. I think its breaking friendships, and its breaking me too. I've always had anger problems, but I started to learn how to control them, and right when I was doing fine BOOM something happens and they come back. I have been feeling horrible because of how often I have been taking things out on people.

I don't know what has come over me lately, my anger and emotions seem to be getting the best of me. I hope that people can be patient with me while I try to figure out why its happening, and will be patient with me while I try to fix it. I hate being a jerk, I honestly do, its the last thing I want to be towards someone.

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful. 1 Corinthians 13:4-5. That is the definition of love. I love my friends, but by being rude, I'm obviously not showing it.