Lately I've been having some troubles with who I've become..Or well not who I've become but really who I haven't become more like the Chelsea I haven't shown. I have built these walls to keep myself in and others out of not only my life, but also my mind and emotions. Lately though, I have found that this is not a good idea, those walls that I built throughout my lifetime, are not only causing me pain, but also others too. I have put up so many walls trying NO thinking that they will help protect me but in reality I have found that they are just hurting me more and more.
The thing about walls though is that I can't really just take them down right away, it takes time, I have to remove these walls brick by brick, stone by stone. I want people to see the real Chelsea but I'm afraid.
These walls, they are affecting me in ways that when I built them, I never thought they would. I built these walls protecting me and others from a person that I didn't want anyone to see. Unfortunately now because nobody is seeing past these walls, its effecting me emotionally.
Walls, I have to get rid of them slowly, brick by brick, you just wait and see.
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