Welp, apparently I haven't blogged in a while and some of my dear friends are getting upset so I had a few learning experiences today that I thought would be good to share.
I have anger management problems, I always have. Lately though, my anger has started to get the best of me and unfortunately it becomes violent. I had a few of these anger/violent outbursts today.
The first one was, sadly enough, at church. I love my school, and my school athletics and I support them and am proud of them no matter how good or bad they are, but lets just say we aren't doing to well this year. Anyway, I was sitting at church minding my own business and one of the students brought up how my school lost to their school which made me very angry so I picked up my chair and threw it. A horrible thing to do I must say weather in a church or anywhere else please just don't do it!
The other situation was when I came home from a lovely afternoon with some friends (we saw Footloose FYI its a very good movie). Any who, I came home and right away, I got in a fight with my brother and that got violent too but I left before I got too violent. Thank goodness I have some amazing friends that I am able to call to help cool me down, thank you guys very much.
In other words I need to learn how to control my anger or else I will end up with a bruised thumb, from throwing a chair at church, and a very nasty meal, from not being home but instead going on a walk to calm down.
My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry, because human anger does not produce the righteousness that God desires. -James 1:19-20. I really have to work on that.
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